NOTHING BUT VOMIT
I find myself sobbing, choking, retching. Is this what it all comes down to – all our dreams and hopes and aspirations, all our inspirations and ambitions? All we love and all we give; what we feel and how we live?
Nothing but vomit?
I am afraid. Time becomes so strange.
I am about to break. I’m breaking in a thousand places.
WHERE WE BELONG
You are not alone. Forget about winning – can’t you feel the fulfilment, just by being a small part of a spinning wheel that keeps it all going?
We don’t even know how to spell »Sisyphean Task«, we don’t even hear the ones who say, „nothing lasts.“
We just carry on. »Together we are strong« it says – at least it can’t be wrong, these days.
And that’s where we belong: We keep moving on.
RAINBOW TV IN BLACK & WHITE [Part II]
You’re changing channels, but the program stays the same. Rather use your remote control for hammering nails! Cause this is all a put-up job – a confidence game played in disguise.
Which colour you choose – it doesn’t really matter. All you’ll get is a mix of everything. It’s like rainbow television in black and white.
So come on see through their lies, see through their eyes. Go and get your own voice, get a say and stand for real choice!
Their flags shall fucking burn, as they don’t seem to learn. Their words shall be erased, not used on children raised. Their flags shall fucking burn, so they’ll be concerned.
Their lies shall be revealed!
WHERE NOBODY ELSE
This makes me sick. I don’t wanna be part of this. I don’t belong here. Shut your fucking mouth – just keep it shut. I don’t wanna hear it!
This isn’t about safety anymore. This is a crusade against human rights. This is building up a fascist nation. This is keeping our inner voices calm.
You talk about justice and freedom – you think about power and control.
This is like in prison. I’m stuck in here – gotta get out. The key to this cell-door is would be quitting living here as such, so please, tell me a better place to go!
And as long as we keep our mouths shut, everything’s alright? And as long as we keep our eyes shut, everything’s alright? And as long as we keep our ears shut, everything’s alright? And as long as we act as you want, everything’s alright?
Who the hell are you telling me what to do? Who the hell are you telling me what it feels like? Fuck – i just wanna live!
You tell me this isn’t life. I’m working for a dream that will never come true, something that’s never supposed to happen. Well, tell me, do you feel fine with what you are? Cause without this dream I’d be nothing.
I’d be so lost in this world, I’d feel so lost in this life, it’s true. Without sin or an aim. And sometimes, yeah, I just wish I were you: Wish I could just ignore the stupid shit that’s happening outside everyday; wish that I could find sleep so easily – as easily as you.
Thoughts and situations are hammered in my mind like nails in a wall. I just cant’ get rid of those thoughts. My head seems to explode and I’m losing grip.
Cause I’m lost in this world, I feel so lost in this life, it’s true. Without sin or an aim. And sometimes, yeah, I just wish I were you: Wish I could just ignore the stupid shit that’s happening outside everyday; wish that I could find sleep so easily – as easily as you.